Finding the Courage: Heart-breaking Tale of an American Woman's Encounter with Islam
03 Apr, 2009
- Hey, guys! It has taken me a while to write, but I’m finally sending in my story. I found FFI over a year ago and was astonished at all the facts and stories I have read about Islam. I’ve been debating as to whether or not I should send in my story. It takes time to find the courage, but thanks to all the articles I’ve read, the stories of other X-Muslims, the support of my family and friends and now you guys: the courage has been found….a big thanks to all of you.
Well, my story begins probably like that of many Westerners. I came from a Christian background. I went to church and considered myself to be an “OK” Christian. I believed in God and his sacrifice to save us….although I was by no means perfect.
When I began attending university, I began to discover that there were/are some truths indeed to other religions, beliefs and ways of life. I learned more through classes I took and friends I made. So, I began to explore. I was particularly fond of a mix between Wiccan and Buddhism. I bought Buddhas, attempted to meditate, saw more beauty in nature, etc. I even had (and I miss it) a Tibetan singing bowl, which—believe it or not—helped calm my nerves at times.
I even began exploring Islam, but I never wanted to convert, even though I had a high respect for it at the time. I grew tired of Palestinians getting treated the way they did when all they wanted was their land back. I talked to a few Muslims and I sympathized with them. However, I was a young college student, who was growing tired of narrow-minded Westerners (Americans especially); so I didn’t even bother to look into how complex the situation between Israel and Palestine really was. I was tired of the racial discrimination within Christianity and all the hypocrites within the religion. I believed in God and was certain of the sacrifice Jesus made, but I didn’t believe that there was harm in other religions. I thought Muslims were fighting for their rights like everyone else….yeah, they were fighting alright!
Shortly after graduating college, I met a charming, sweet good-looking guy. He was a Muslim (an Arab). We got to know each other fairly quickly (well, I thought I knew him). I had seen the movie “Not Without My Daughter”; so of course I had a lot of questions for him, including the one about hitting women. He replied by saying, “Only cowards hit women.” I was impressed by how intelligent he was and how open he seemed to be. We were engaged pretty fast and about a month after the engagement, we were married. My parents were not too happy. They knew Muslim men had a tendency to be dangerous and they were worried for me. Looking back, I know I would have done the same thing.
He ended up losing his job and we talked about the possibility of moving to his home country. He had been applying for a while. Finally, we decided to move. He moved about 4 months before me, because he wanted time enough to find a job and an apartment. During that time, I began to practice Islam. It was hard because he left and I didn’t really have any Muslim friends, but I did what I could.
Before we got married, he was pretty open. After we got married…well, that became a different story.
I didn’t notice it much at first, because the change was a gradual process. During the time he was gone and I was still here, he started telling me not to go out with certain friends/family. He wanted me to email him anytime I left the house and when I returned… he said he just wanted to make sure I got home safe without having to call internationally all the time. I really didn’t think much of that, but when he started telling me not to go out… I did begin to wonder… I thought… well, it is just with female friends, but maybe being so far away he is just a little insecure… OK, I can relate, I thought.
Well, I finally moved. When I got there, everything was new and exciting and I was ready to take on my new life in a new country and practice the religion I knew was “THE one!” My family tried to convince me to take things slow. I lived in an Islamic country where by law, I didn’t have to where hijab, but my husband wanted me to and I felt I was ready.
Two weeks had not passed by, I started to see his true colors come out. He began to get upset and talk about my friends back home. He ridiculed me all the time for things I used to do. I asked him how he could do that when after converting to Islam, you’re forgiven of all that immoral conduct. He didn’t care. He started calling me a whore, useless slut, bitch… you name it. I was so shocked. When I reminded him that he wasn’t always the perfect Muslim… of course there was always reasoning and justification for him. One night, he was arguing with me about my friends and I was about to go to sleep when he said… I’m going to treat you like my little whore from now on cuz that is all you’ll ever be. I never thought there could be rape within a marriage, but he proved me wrong that night.
After that, the physical abuse began….slapping, kicking, pulling hair…dragging me from one room to the next.
I became pregnant and believe me, I was terrified… I didn’t want his baby, because he talked about never going back to the U.S. and that scared me more than anything. I know I could have gone to the embassy, but I was too frightened! I tried to leave, but the only way they were going to allow me to leave was if I agreed to have an abortion. As selfish as it may sound, I gave the matter some thought cuz I couldn’t stand him anymore. He was never happy and when he was, I was always wondering when his mood would change. I prayed God would just take the baby before it was brought into such a cruel world. Of course, I ended up staying for the baby’s sake… something would not allow me to go through with an abortion… even if it was his.
I began to detest Islam... I would give the finger to the mosque whenever I heard the Adhan. I spat at it as well. Of course, I didn’t do this in public or in front of my husband, but my faith in Christ increased. I prayed constantly that God would get me and my baby out of there. One day when my husband began talking about moving back home, I knew God was listening.
But it took a long time for my prayers to be answered. We were there for almost three years. During that time, I tried to keep the peace by once again becoming more open to Islam. I began to listen to lectures, readings and such in English. We finally moved back to the States. I began to take some Islamic classes at one of the mosques, but the abuse continued. The only good thing that seemed to take place was that shortly after our return, he found a job. But he really didn’t want me to work, even though I had a college degree and was perfectly capable of doing so. He just didn’t want me out of the house among other Westerners. He was afraid I would take off with the baby (well, not really a baby by this time). But he was wrong. I stayed at home, grew tired of his bullshit and left. The last straw was when he hit me repeatedly in front of our child. When he left for work the next day, I headed home back to my family and have been here since.
I began to have some health problems before I left. I was not eating much, because anytime he saw me eat he would always call me a pig. I was less than 110 lb. yeah, I was really a pig. I was tired all the time, because our child could sense how dangerous he was and she never slept well, therefore, neither did I. I didn’t have the energy for much and he continuously called me lazy and useless.
After I came home, it took me a while to gain my normal energy level back. It has taken even longer to get myself back on track emotionally. I had left him and Islam, but they had not left me. I remember the first Rhamadan I was home, I tried to fast out of respect, but I read another story similar to mine and decided that bottle of Coke looked good and began to drink it as if there was no tomorrow. I started researching more on Islam and was trying to see if there was any recent information on Betty Mahmoudi and that is when I found you guys. I stumbled upon a letter someone had written to Dr. Sina and my quest to seek the truth began there.
I consider myself a Christian, because I believe in Christ and his sacrifice, but my spirit, I feel, is dead. I use the name, Free Spirit, not because that is what, I feel, I am at this point, but it is what I long to be, which is another reason I’m here. I am still searching for spirituality because there was a time, I really felt I lived up to my name. I have had great support from family and friends and now you guys…..thank you!
Dr. Sina, I really appreciate the time you take to help others. You are indeed brave and I pray God will always keep you protected. Keep up the awesome job.
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Well, that is pretty much my story. My daughter and I are doing well. She is lively. Her teachers say she is an excellent student. I am now a teacher and am loving it!
I hope other women reading this will take my story into consideration, if they are thinking about converting to Islam and/or marrying a Muslim. This is a warning for you. Read the Koran, read the articles and stories on FFI. Don’t be foolish and don’t make the same mistake I and so many other women (both western and eastern) have made. Don’t allow a child to be brought into this world by a husband who won’t even be a father other than simply to say he is. He will never love it as he should because Muslim fathers only (most I should say, not all) see their children as a duty by Allah and nothing more. Most Muslim men (strictly my opinion from my own personal experience… I didn’t conduct a study) are incapable of love and feelings other than negativity. You’ll never be seen as their wife, only their property and if you are a Westerner, rest assured you are only their whore and that is how you’ll be treated, maybe not at first, but give it some time; he’ll come around to his true self.
Thanks guys… sorry this was so long… God bless each and every one of you.
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Name: Muslim Responses
Subject: Ali Sinner has been dismantled
Date: Friday April 03, 2009
Time: 11:03:48 -0500
Comment
Name: tanstaafl
Subject: What a story!
Date: Friday April 03, 2009
Time: 11:12:38 -0500
Comment
Welcome back.
Name: Muslim Responses
Subject: Bible scholar tells his story
Date: Friday April 03, 2009
Time: 14:14:55 -0500
Comment
Bible scholar tells his story: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6PWFvzKl3I&eurl=
Name: Jay
Subject: Danger sign
Date: Friday April 03, 2009
Time: 16:33:34 -0500
Comment
The danger one should always look for is whether he says Islam is the only true religion and everything else is false. Muslims are most backward religious community in the world and will fall apart if the rest of the world stops dealing with them. They will be back to being shepherds and nomads in 50 yrs time.
Name: jenn
Subject:
Date: Friday April 03, 2009
Time: 17:05:00 -0500
Comment
I am a western woman too who once converted to islam and then escaped it. I can honestly say that islam along with its allah, Mohammad and muslim men stink of pig shit. Glad you had the courage to escape islam.
Name: Halal Pork
Subject: A good warning to non-muslim woman
Date: Friday April 03, 2009
Time: 18:05:29 -0500
Comment
This is a very good warning to any non-muslim woman before they tie their knot to muslim man. Please think well before it's too late.
Name: RELIGION IS A REAL DISEASE AND TRUTH IS THE ONLY CURE
Subject: RELIGION IS A REAL DISEASE AND TRUTH IS THE ONLY CURE
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 01:31:49 -0500
Comment
RELIGION IS A REAL DISEASE AND TRUTH IS THE ONLY CURE.NO GOD/ALLAH CREATED MAN BUT MAN EVOLED BY NATRUE FROM 1 CELLED ORGANISMS.WORSHIP TRUTH AND NOT IMAGINARY JEHOVA=JESUS/ALLAH.
Name: prince1
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 02:42:25 -0500
Comment
god bless you and thank god you get back to the lord and saviour jesus christ .
Name: Tony
Subject: to FREE SPIRIT - you've made it!
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 06:37:36 -0500
Comment
well done! Islam is like a dark parallel society, a dark parallel world which cannot tolerate human values. Like a parasite that is trying to destroy mankind. Its spokesmen talk garbage and surperstitious threats. They are a danger to humans and an insult to any god. They will never integrate - just keep smoking them out!
Name:
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 07:05:06 -0500
Comment
At a small airport terminal in Texas, three strangers awaiting their shuttle flight start conversing about the recent worldly events. The strangers were of varying cultures. One was Native American. Another was a cowboy from West Texas. The other person was a devout Arab Muslim. During their conversation, they began to discuss their cultural history. The Native American stated, "Once my people were many, now we are few." The Muslim then chimed in and arrogantly said, "Once my people were few and now we are many." The Cowboy looked at the Muslim, shifted the toothpick in his mouth and said with a sly grin, "That's cause we ain't played Cowboys and Muslims yet."
Name: Surender
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 08:39:08 -0500
Comment
There are good and bad in all religions and every where.Donot stigmatise any particular religion.But lesson is that marry in your community and among your religionalists.Don,t marry a person who is likely to abandon you or marry two ,three or four times whether a christian or muslim.Hindus marry by and large once only.Consider them
Name: Dunns Scottus
Subject: Woman's Encounter with Islam
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 08:39:37 -0500
Comment
This a truly remarkable victory over the evil temptation to murder the most innocent and defenseless member of society. Forgetting self, Free Spirit chose to suffer so that her unborn child may live. In stark contrast, I murdered my own children, thru abortion, because I didn't want to take responsibility. Free Spirit's conduct fills me with such indescribable guilt and shame, may it be a constant reminder of my unworthiness of, not only this life, but also life eternal. May it also be a shining example for those who promote murder of the unborn as a Human Right. They who promote such things blot themselves out of the Book Of Life because they prefer the rights of man over the rights of God.
Name: FreeThinker
Subject: To the Author Free Spirit
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 11:49:02 -0500
Comment
Thank you for telling your story. Please continue to tell it all your life. It may save some woman from being tricked into marrying a Muslim man and moving to a Muslim country where she cannot escape slavery. People will listen to you because you have been there. People think I am racist or paranoid when I try to warn them.
Name: ghyre
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 15:10:28 -0500
Comment
murder is very evil, telling lies is very evil, hatred is very evil, rape is very evil, therefore allah is not GOD. GOD is very holy and his Law is very sacred. All followers of those so called "holy books" will go to hell.
Name: To stupid pig Muslim Responses
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 15:17:14 -0500
Comment
You are a great liar and many people knew ahout it. only very stupid person like you like to tell lies like your father satan. Your father is satan and he like to bring you to hell. Nobody will listen to you idiot and retarded.
Name: To stupid pig Muslim Responses
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 20:46:44 -0500
Comment
Bible scholar who does not received HOLY SPIRIT is very stupid person.Bible scholar is human being can tell alot of lies. An uneducated simple Chirstian is smarter than bible scholar. GOD is alway the same will never change.
Name: hwamu
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 23:02:58 -0500
Comment
This site http://muslim-responses.com/ is satanic and telling alot of lies.
Name: hfcd
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 23:23:30 -0500
Comment
Do not believe in hinduism. All hinduism god is idols. Worshipping idols is very great sins before GOD. All idolators will go to hell. There is no deliverance for sins in hinduism. hinduism is one of satan's religions
Name: To free spirit
Subject:
Date: Saturday April 04, 2009
Time: 23:32:33 -0500
Comment
You are not a chirstian at all. Chirstian will never marry to maslin. You are a foolish woman. Once you converted to maslin you already rejected Jesus as GOD and start to blaspheme GOD. Only those who stand firm as a Chirstian will be saved.
Name: Archpagan to hfcd
Subject:
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 00:23:20 -0500
Comment
If idol-worship is a sin,worshiping thin air in an empty house called church or masjid is a vice.We Hindus are carrying on the proud heritage of the entire mankind including your ancestors.Idolatry developed all around the globe independently. Because, it is the most natural form of worship.
Name:
Subject: To: Dunns Scottus
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 04:58:04 -0400
Comment
Sorry you feel this way. You did your best in a difficult situation. I don't think there're any concrete rights and wrongs in this matter. Take care...God loves you.
Name: Terry
Subject:
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 07:27:06 -0400
Comment
I do not blame you or judge for leaving that evil Islam behind you. However....and no disrespect intended....Buddhism will leave you feeling disappointed after the novelty has worn off. I have not heard of any Buddhists becoming Muslims. However I know of both many Buddhists and Muslims becoming Christians. Please continue your search for truth. Leaving Islam behind you has been a huge step in the right direction.
Name: libreal
Subject: HFCD taking c#ck
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 13:58:40 -0400
Comment
Who is more powerful, God or Satan.. if it's God, his almigthy could destory any satanic teaching with just snap of a finger, why wait for any one religion to flourish first and later label it idol worship, it only mankind who profess through their so-called holy books that certain non-believers would be cast to hell if they don't confrom to ones' faith, whether someone prays to idols or whatsoever, it is not for mankind to to determine whether believers of other faiths goes to hell or heaven, Mankind had existed for thousands of years before holy books or revealtions were send down from heaven, during this time men had organised religions too and don't give them the crab that God had ignored these ancient people while Satan was providing them with the civilisation thingy..look at Chinese history, they were civilised some 5,000 years before any holy books could penetrate into their society.. You should also read Harrapa civilisation, the early history of South East Asia, man was thought how to live in harmony, invent their survival tools, structure their way of life by infusing law and order, constructing monuments long before prophets delivered the verdicts of GOD to mankind. don't tell me that Satan was more caring and God ignored mankind for umpteen years and suddenly woke up and decided to halt satan.
Name: liberal
Subject: hfcd is talking c*ck.
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 14:45:05 -0400
Comment
Reposting..... Who is more powerful?, God or Satan.. if it's God, his almighty could destroy any satanic teaching with just snap of a finger, why wait for any one religion (idol-worshipping i.e-Buddhism, Jainism and Hinduism) to flourish first and later label it as idol worshipping , it only mankind who created such doctrines and profess through their so-called holy books that certain non-believers would be cast to hell if they don't conform to their (the only truth) faith, whether someone prays to idols or whatsoever, it is not for mankind to determine whether believers of other faiths goes to hell or heaven, Mankind had existed for thousands of years before holy books or revelations were sent down from heaven, during this period, men had organised religions too and don't give them the crab that God had ignored these ancient people while Satan was providing and enlightening them with the civilisation thingy….look at Chinese history, they were already civilised some 5,000 years before any holy books could penetrate into their society.. You should also read Harrapa civilisation, the early history of South East Asia,, Maya, Inca where man was thought how to live in harmony, invent their survival tools, right dietary system, structure their way of life by infusing law and order, constructing monuments with marvelous engineering, long before prophets delivered the verdicts of GOD to mankind, don't tell me that Satan was more caring and God ignored mankind for umpteen years and suddenly woke up and decided to halt satan by asking devotees of non-idol worshippers to employ ``shock and awe’’ tactics including to the extent of slaughtering the non-believers. Furthermore, it is also puzzling why God that is so powerful couldn’t stop the idol worshippers by cursing their idols or appearing in their dreams-indicating that their on the wrong path but instead compelled devotees of certain non-idol worshipping religions to force non-believers to embrace their faiths through fundamentalism and extremism. Religion just evolves, only mankind goes around alleging that earlier civilisations, derives from Satan and so on, to authenticate their existence and spread their religions. God knows what is right and not mankind.
Name: Anne
Subject:
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 16:16:03 -0400
Comment
Thank you for sharing your story. Best of luck to you in the future.
Name: ImNoDhimmi
Subject: Courage
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 16:19:00 -0400
Comment
Thank you, Free Spirit, for having the courage to escape from your situation, and for telling your story. All the best to you!
Name: I am branded an Infidel
Subject: well done
Date: Sunday April 05, 2009
Time: 18:44:35 -0400
Comment
Well done on escaping such a medieval life. I was once married to a Muslim man and it is something I regret. I lost 5 years of my life to that pig. Keep strong :o)
Name: vbv
Subject:
Date: Monday April 06, 2009
Time: 07:29:04 -0400
Comment
Sad tale ,indeed. But who are America's best friends in the middle-east other than Israel? Saudi Arabia , ofcourse! The USA licks the arse of Saudi Arabians because of the huge reserves of oil there. They will not talk about 'human rights' abuses in Saudi Arabia where it is endemic, because of oil! They will not care if one of their citizens "married" an arab and ends up as a slave in his harem: because they badly need the oil ,man! They will not impose "democracy" there ,while they would try in Iraq: because OIL and American commercial interest is above all other consideration! If Sadam had catered to American oil companies , Bush would not have invaded Iraq and Sadam and his family would have been the 'dalings' of the powers that be in the world's "greatest " democracy,that is the USA!
Name: Kinana
Subject: thank you
Date: Monday April 06, 2009
Time: 09:07:54 -0400
Comment
for sharing your story. Freedom! Please do what you can to take your message about Islam to others in your community. America needs you now more than ever.
Name: NinaSC
Subject:
Date: Monday April 06, 2009
Time: 13:18:52 -0400
Comment
Congrats on getting out of that situation, sounds like a close call. To all the Christian/Hindu/whatever jackasses evangelizing in the comments section - shut it. Your religions in many ways are as pathetic as Islam.
Name: toxotis2000
Subject:
Date: Tuesday April 07, 2009
Time: 00:43:00 -0400
Comment
GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR COURAGE. I AM A MIDDLEEASTERN CHRISTIAN, AND THERE WAS A TIME I THOUGHT OF THE JEWS AS THE GREAT BULLIES OF THE MIDDLE EAST.LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING LADYWHERE ELSE IS THERE HOMELAND BUT ISRAELAND THEY ARE DEFENDING LIKE THEY SHOULD.THEY ARE WISE THEY HAVE LOT OF COURAGE AND THEY HAVE GOD.OR ELSE HOW COULD THEY STAND AGAINST A BILLION BARBERIANS.. WE THE PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD OWE IT TO THE JEWSFOR BEING IN THE FRONT LINES FOR ALL THESE YEARS. DEAR ISRAELIES WE LOVE YOU WE ADMIRE YOUR GUTTS YOU WITH YOUR SMALL NUMBER HAVE CONTRIBUTED SO MUCH TO MANKIND,WHEREAS THRSE COCOROACHES ONLY KILL, DESTROY
Name: There is no Allah but God, and Mohammed was Satan's messenger.
Subject: some thoughts about sin, virtue, hell, heaven mind religion etc.,
Date: Wednesday April 08, 2009
Time: 05:28:30 -0400
Comment
When in a Sin-scale you have zero sins you become God, else if almost all your deeds are not worth the result is Satan. A muslim stands almost at the Satanic side of this scale. Like wise when an area/locality/nation is a perfect dwelling place where there are no thefts no crimes and people are very much civilized the area is heaven. (say sweden, switzerland, finland coming near this definition of heaven.) but when life is diifcult in the nation/locality because of thugs/robbers/fanatics/extremists the life is hell-like (eg: swat taliban, somalia etc.,). There are no other hells or heavens. Every thing are here and in the minds of the thinker.
Name: rehan khan
Subject: i m so sad to hear ur story
Date: Wednesday April 08, 2009
Time: 11:03:03 -0400
Comment
hello ,i m from pakistan muslim ,male,i hv read ur story ,first of all i must say that its really damn bad happened with u ,whatever he done with u this is not in islam at all,its indivisually his attitude which is not similar to what islam give us lesson abt women and marry with other religion women. here i would like to say that those who do this kind of bull shit they have no islamic education ,even most of the muslim in the world they follow western culture and they hv been forget their own religion unfortunatly. and this is very understanding thing that its not easy to adopt quickly all islamic culture and ruls ,coz u ever have been in non muslim culture therefore must take time to understan and learn ,and those men who marry with convert to women n marry they hv to be very humble and harm ,and they should not force for any thing,there is no such thing in islam to hit women and abuse and kick and as he dont with my sister ,well thats i wanted to share ,i m really really sad that these kind of ppl defame islam in the world but plz i request the its idivisually attitude ,islam is peacfull but some are eliment trying to defame islam .
Name: To stupid pig NinaSC
Subject:
Date: Wednesday April 08, 2009
Time: 20:52:26 -0400
Comment
You know what. you wanted people go to hell or what . you served satan.
Name: lens
Subject:
Date: Wednesday April 08, 2009
Time: 20:55:47 -0400
Comment
If any religions teached evils included murder, telling lies that religions are not from God but from satan. Only satanic religions teached great evils included worshipping of idols.
Name: toxotis2000
Subject: MUSLIMS LIE
Date: Wednesday April 08, 2009
Time: 22:00:26 -0400
Comment
HEY KHAN, YOU THINK WE ALL ARE STUPID OR YOU LIVE IN DREAM WORLD.YOU MUSLIMS LIVE IN THE HELL THAT YOU ALL ALLAH-BELIEVERS,CREATED.YOU MUSLIMS ARE SO PETETIC,YOU KNOW AND WE ALL KNOWTHE HAPPIEST MUSLIMS LIVE ON CHRISTIAN SOIL.YOU WANNA MAKE US BELIEVE YOU GUYS ARE NORMAL JUST CHECK 'JIHAD WATCH' AND YOU WILL FIND HOW MANY MUSLIMS BURN OTHER HUMANS ALIVE,ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUALIT IS WHEN YOU ARE INFECTED BY POISON, BY THE BASTERDISM OF CANCEROUS HULIGONISM,IS WHEN ANY HUMAN CAN DO SUCH AN ACT.I WANNA REPEAT ONE MORE TIMEI PISS ON YOUR ALLA AND SHIT ON YOUR MOH-A-MAD WA SALAM WA TAMAM WA RAHMATOLLA
Name: Re : toxotis2000
Subject: Re : Muslims lie
Date: Thursday April 09, 2009
Time: 02:31:49 -0400
Comment
I am certainly no fan of Islam but you ought to hear yourself in your own poisonous diatribe trying to somehow put Khan "in his place". As a non-Muslim against Islam you do not sound any different than a Muslim fanatic who hates non-Muslims. While I strongly disagree with Islam, at least I detect personal sincerity in Khan's apology for the bad behavior of his fellow believers. Stop and consider the number of "Christians" who are charged with wife beating and other forms of domestic abuse. And while you're at it maybe you can learn to improve your horrendous grammar and spelling.
Name: To stupid pig NinaSC
Subject:
Date: Friday April 10, 2009
Time: 20:22:03 -0400
Comment
You like to see people go to hell then you feel very happy, stupid idoit. You are satan child.
Name: toxotis2000
Subject:
Date: Sunday April 12, 2009
Time: 00:33:21 -0400
Comment
HEY YOU TWO COMMENTS UP, I ACCEPT YOUR ENGLISH IS A LITTLE MORE POLISHED. BUT THATS BECAUSE THATS ALL YOU SPEAK. LET ME TELL YOU I SMELL A LIBERAL FROM OCEANS AWAY. I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH ANY RACE OR MOST IDEOLIGIES AND RELIGIONS, EXCEPT WHEN IT COMES TO COMMUNISM, LIBERALISM ISLAMOFASISM (BARBARISM). THESE BELIEF SYSTEMS ARE THE SCOURGE OF MANKIND. IT IS ISLAM THAT IS KEEPING1.2BILLION IN BONDAGE, IT WASCOMMUNISM THAT DESTROYED SO MANY LIVES IN USSR AND THE EASTERN BLOCK. AND YOU STINKING LIBERALS ARE WELL ON YOUR WAY TO DESTROY THE US.ALL YOU LIBS, COMMIES AND THE SAITANISTS ARE DIFFERENT FORMS OF CANCER, ENEMIES OF MANKIND ,AND I HOPE YOU ALL BERN IN HELL..
Name: Re : toxotis2000
Subject:
Date: Sunday April 12, 2009
Time: 14:45:53 -0400
Comment
If you "smell a liberal" then there is something wrong with your sense of smell. If you were to sit in on the lively lunch-time discussions I have with my co-workers you would see how conservative I am. Nor am I communist. I also stated in the last post that I totally disagree with Islam. So I really don't know what your problem with me is, other than you presume way too much. Your wish that I burn in hell puts you on the same level as the Muslims you hate so much.
Name: zenner
Subject: changing religions
Date: Monday April 13, 2009
Time: 20:56:40 -0400
Comment
changing from one religion to another..is changing masks..the underlying disease is the same..namely religions.cure the disease then you truly become a HUMAN being again...free as nature/god created you.without the nonesense.
Name: muhammad zahoor iqbal
Subject: ur misstake
Date: Tuesday April 14, 2009
Time: 04:39:26 -0400
Comment
dear sister i read ur story but there is is some ur misstakes not the isamic mistake 1.u was not complete awaer of Islam becouse the isalm is amodern reliegen then the other 2. only on some meeting u selset that person where as u not awaer thier family bagoung and his manner 3,isalm is a peace maker relegion may be ur husband was only a namly muslim 4,this is ur mistake that if u want to marry that person who is muslim can he adjest wth ur self 5 isam allowed to all those non muslem whomare the ahlay katob mens who the bible and zaboor it is not importsnt that u can change ur relegen by fore its depend on ur choise 6 i relazied that u marred that person by love not being a muslim 7 the real muslim u will be found wary marcy full becouse thay relazied that one one thing every time watch us Who IS our God And he Will be asked to us in the world and after the death 8 if u have any Q about the women status in islam then u study the last adress of Muhammad Peace be open him about the women 9.if u hve some issue of islam the go to the tablieg isalm center /islamic certer or contect to me i will be give ur ans about the isalm u can not blam one person behawer to all muslim camunity i will be wiating ur reply soon mziq2004@yahoo.com
Name: Re : muhammad zahoor iqbal
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Date: Wednesday April 15, 2009
Time: 18:33:30 -0400
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Islam is NOT a modern religion, as you have stated. Rather, Muhammad used ideas that already existed from pagan beliefs and rituals that were in place for many centuries before he was born. Where do you think the hajj comes from? The hajj pagan rituals were already being being practiced long before Islam. Are you going to tell me that the black stone encased in the corner of the Kaaba looking like a female vulva is mere coincidence? And how can Islam be a peacemaking religion when Muhammad excecuted 900 Jews in one day? Islam's own written records show he was always at war with somebody. As for the Islamic view of women, Muhammad's having 14 wives, including his marriage to a 6-year old and also his marriage to the woman who was already married to his adopted son but whose divorce he arranged so he could have her, is testament to his disrespect for females. And why did he allow his disiples' widows to remarry, but decreed that his widows could never remarry? Talk about possessiveness from beyond the grave!!! A modern religion? Hardly.
Name: to muhammad zahoor iqbal
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Date: Wednesday April 15, 2009
Time: 22:41:18 -0400
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If any religions teached evils included murder, telling lies that religions are not from God but from satan. Only satanic religions teached great evils included worshipping of idols.
Name: hindu
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Date: Saturday April 18, 2009
Time: 17:15:46 -0400
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i know all of them r pigs